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Chapter 16:
The Death March of Thorn:
Through the Hell of Warsaw - to Freedom
That same morning the deportees from Thorn set out from Blonie to reach
Warsaw in one final march. Their original destination had been the fortress of
Modlin, but here they already got caught between two fronts and therefore
diverted northward in great haste while the grenades shrieked across the
sky over them. At two o'clock the towers
of Warsaw rose before them in the early afternoon haze, and at four o'clock they
arrived in the park of the Ojzow Marianny Cloister.
Under the trees they are granted a brief rest, then they enter the first suburban
street and march towards the northernmost bridge in Praga. But as they approach
the suburb of Praga the Commandant realizes, just in time, that its streets are
already a battleground; the barking of the tank guns is clearly to be heard.
They are rushed back
through already-destroyed streets and finally reach Warsaw proper in the Jewish
Quarter of Nalewki. Here the streets are black with caftaned Jews, who soon
realize that the new arrivals are a column of deported Germans. Promptly they
beat at them furiously with their umbrellas, spit at them in loathing as if in a
ritual
prayer - and yet their antics strike these seasoned sufferers as almost comic.
"We've survived worse!" old man Rausch comments.
He is doing this day's march beside a man who cannot be much younger than
himself but who, like Rausch, is still continuing on his way with surprising vigor.
"I was friends with a man in Thorn," he says, "who had already gone through the
same thing once before in Siberia. I heard he's among our number too. I wonder
if he made it."
"Who is he?" Rausch asks him.
"Old man Rausch", says the stranger.
"But that's me!" the old Siberian cries, and adds, "and who are you?"
"I'm Bruck!" says the old man. "You're Rausch?" he then repeats in amazement.
"And we're walking side by side
here - and don't even recognize each other - though we're really the best of
friends?"
"You're Bruck?" Rausch shakes his head, he too can hardly believe it. "That's a
good example," he says after a while, "so that's what we poor sots look like, so
bad that even our best friends no longer recognize us!" He clears his throat, then
continues: "But that we found each other just at the very end, that's nice despite
everything, isn't
it - because I can't shake the damned feeling that there's something special in
store for us yet! But together we can get through that too, don't you think..."
His premonition was correct. For a while they still need to make their way
through the Jews; they hardly pay any attention to their shrieks of abuse, some
even have to repress chuckles at their behavior. More than anything else, the
barefoot prisoners enjoy the asphalt they feel under their tired feet for the
first time in what seems like ages. God in Heaven, what a relief it is for their
injuries - no more grinding dust, just a wonderfully smooth surface that feels like
a cool compress against the soles of their feet. Despite their utter exhaustion they
suddenly walk along with new energy; after this strange relief they will no doubt
survive the last assault as well.
The Jewish Quarter is behind them, the first barricades appear, and thus begins
the final chapter...
The barricades consist of all sorts of vehicles, sometimes of overturned streetcars,
often only of stacks of huge crates, and on top of them stand not only Polish
soldiers but also crowds of civilians. Already as the deportees move through the
first of the narrow passageways that were left open in the center of the barricades,
an ear-splitting yelling and screaming begins among those on top.
The same instant projectiles begin to crash down on the prisoners from all
sides - a dense hail of rocks, a thousand sharp-edged pieces of wood. The people
have lined up with incredible speed at the passageways to make the prisoners run
the gauntlet, and strike at them with slats and boards quickly pulled from the
roadblocks themselves. The most dangerous blows are those aimed down at the
prisoners' heads by the people on top of the barricades.
"Give me your arm, Bruck!" Rausch cries hastily. "If we link arms it's easier, we
can each support the other! Wrap your jacket around your other arm and hold it
over your head..." The two old men just barely have the time to get ready
somewhat before the crowd pulls them through the narrow passage as well. A
younger man right in front of them suffers a blow from a soldier, who smashes
him in the face with a frying pan so that the blood gushes in a wide stream over
his chest, but his comrade helps keep him on his feet at the crucial moment of
collapse. The two old men make it past this roadblock without major difficulty; it
is not until the third barricade, already deep inside the city, when they can already
see the open prison gates, that old Bruck is hit severely over the head.
"Up, man, up!" cries the Siberian. "We're almost there, just stay with me a bit
longer, just another twenty steps..." Old Bruck's knees are about to give way
when he hears his friend's shout and feels his comrade drag him on with the last
of his strength...
"Run!" someone yells. And they do, they actually begin to run one more
time - the last surviving five hundred run gasping towards the gate, pump their
tired legs once more across the asphalt, whipped along by
fear - but a whole number of them are no longer capable of this final exertion and
they collapse despite their comrades' help, they collapse under the blows still
being rained on them from all sides, their last spark of life goes out in the very
face of the beckoning prison gate that would have meant their safety.
In the prison yard of the Dzielna they all drop to the ground, wipe the blood from
their battered faces and try to catch their breath. "Well, in any case, we have
arrived at the end of our march!" says old Rausch, gasping for air. "There's no
way they're going to get us out of here again, since evidently Warsaw is already
completely surrounded..."
Most of the others have the same impression, and so their spirits lift surprisingly
quickly. If only they're not forced to march any more, everything else will be a
hundred times easier to bear! Even if their captors should give them nothing to
eat, even if they put them all
in dark-cell arrest, as long as they don't have to run any more on their ulcerated
feet... After a while they are divided into groups of ten, and all groups are taken to
the Women's Prison. The cells there are intended for only three inmates, but
nonetheless they are no more crowded there than they were so far. And when
there is a real meal in the
evening - a liter of soup for each, soup in which it seems some meat had been
cooked! - this night strikes them as the best one since their arrest.
The next morning they are taken from their cells again and actually led to a
shower. For the first time in weeks they can peel the clothes off their bodies, a
bliss that only someone who has ever been in their situation can possibly
comprehend! Many of them also take off their shoes here for the first time, for
due to the
sudden march-outs nobody dared take them off during rest breaks after many had
lost theirs in the beginning, during the hasty departures in the dark. And so they
return to their cells clean for the first time. The prison staff even took their
laundry away, to be washed, and it is to everyone's amazement when they
actually receive it back, clean, two days later.
The old marching buddies have managed to get themselves assigned to the same
group, and so they are together again in the same cell. Dr. Raapke even has a few
cigarettes left, but unfortunately only a tiny number of matches. But when
someone finds a pin, one old prisoner immediately knows what to do: He divides
each match into four parts with the pin, and so they now also have enough of
these for many a day. It is also this same old ethnic German pioneer who helps to
while away the endless days by telling his cellmates about other prisons in which he
spent long times, with interruptions.
"We can consider ourselves lucky that we were brought here," he says one time.
"If we had ended up
in Bereza-Kartuska, that infamous Polish concentration camp, they still have
methods of punishment there such as we Germans haven't had since the Middle Ages... For
example, when someone is sentenced
to dark-cell arrest, his underground cell is also filled with a foot of water so that
he can't even lie down for days.... If someone commits an offense against a
superior, he's tied together with arms and legs at right angles so that a broomstick
can be inserted under his elbows and the backs of his knees, and the broomstick is
then hung on a tall rack so that the prisoner hangs from
it head-down. Then they tie his mouth shut and force water into his nose through
a hose until he passes out from the pain, and then they beat him on the raised
soles of his feet until he comes to again from the pain, and then the procedure
begins all over again... At the interrogations they use an electrification device,
they hold one of its contacts to the prisoner's nose and the other to his chin and
then they send heavy charges through the device so that it slams the prisoner's
jaw shut each time with downright primordial force. Many of them have bitten
their tongues off that way..."
The prisoners shudder; some of them get goosebumps. "Truly a nation of
culture!" Dr. Raapke finally says. "And I know for a fact that many of us were
there, and no doubt there are hundreds there right now who share that same
fate..."
Old man Rausch jumps up in agitation and cries, in his impetuous manner: "After
all that's happened, who could expect the Germans in the border provinces ever
again to live on a close neighborly basis with the Poles? Isn't every Pole in those
border regions at the very least a relative of one of those murderers to whom each
of us has lost members of our families? And didn't each and every one of them
participate in it all, at least mentally and emotionally even if not with their own two
hands?"
"You're absolutely right!" Dr. Raapke says decisively. "Nobody can ever again
expect that of us. Not only our own people, but the other nations as
well, have to acknowledge that! The Bloody Sunday of Bromberg, the starvation
death
marches, Bereza-Kartuska - with these three monstrosities Poland has cut itself
off and made all neighborly coexistence impossible..."
"Do you believe we'll win?" an old man asks timidly.
But Dr. Raapke only smiles, and says with calm certainty: "Who do you think will
win? The Poles, perhaps? But a nation that was able to do what was done to all of
us can never win honestly, you can take my word for that... And besides, we're
going to win for entirely different reasons too, for reasons that are beyond all
matters of military potential, beyond all strategies and beyond all blockade
theories: There is only one law that applies without exception and always comes
into force, and that's the biological one! England is old, France is old, Russia is
young, Germany is
young - but in the long run it is always the young nations, the revolutionary
peoples, that emerge victorious! We are the revolutionary part of the world, and
that part will win in any case because in doing so it only complies with natural
law - Poland has foolishly thrown its lot in with the old part of the world, and for
that reason it will be destroyed, because feudal states must perforce always give
way to socialist ones! And after all, this war is not a struggle for power in the
traditional sense, it's rather a struggle of the poor nations against the rich, and as
an uprising of peoples it's the same thing for the world that the social revolutions
of various classes were for individual peoples; just like their struggle for the more
just distribution of goods within their national borders, this is the struggle for
reorganization among the haves
and have-nots on a global scale! In 1918 the reactionary forces, the haves, won
one more time but in the long run it is always the revolutionary forces that win,
whether they be revolutionary in an intellectual or in a material
sense - and in that respect this second world war is not even, in essence, a war,
but in a much more decisive respect it is a great revolution!"
They all remained silent for a long time, until at last someone says softly: "Your
theory is absolutely correct, and if it were not to come true, history would no
longer make sense!"
After the first few days passed quickly, the next begin to drag on and on. At times
an odd-job man manages to pass them news from the front, but these are usually
so contradictory that it takes a lot of skillful reading between the lines to get at
the core of truth in them. Fortunately for the prisoners, they continue to hear the
distinct sound of artillery fire; this way at least they know that the German troops
are still holding their old positions. Very nearby the prison is a heavy
Polish anti-aircraft battery, and from the fact that it is put into action almost
hourly they happily deduce constant German air raids. At the same time, however,
the presence of this battery is an disadvantage for them in that the German
artillery persistently aims for the flashes from its muzzle, which means that
heavy 15-grenades detonate regularly in their vicinity.
Initially, the women in the Dzielna have a harder time of it than the men, but they
too can finally get themselves cleaned up right after their arrival. A
compassionate woman whose clothing barely still reveals that she is a deaconess
immediately resumes the chore she has performed so many times before:
bandaging the many sore feet. The daughter of a master locksmith is in especially
bad shape, and the entire soles of her feet are one seething mass of watery
blisters. The deaconess washes them carefully, and gradually the girl's toes
reappear from under the filth.
"Oh, what is this," the deaconess suddenly says in surprised alarm and stares at
the girl's toe nails, which are a bright, garish red, "could it
be blood-poisoning?"
But the girl blushes deeply and says with suspicious haste: "Oh, no, it's
nothing..."
At that moment another young woman walks past; her name is Trudy, but
everyone calls her "Little Sunshine". She is a "painted woman" well known
throughout her home town and was also one of the deportees, but everyone soon
honestly came to like her because she did not lose her courage for even a
moment. "Would you like a bit more polish
to re-paint them?" she laughs. "Despite all that's happened I still have the
bottle with me..." And not a few of the other women smile and think, this girl will probably
never in her life paint her toenails again!
Already the next day, however, all of them are ordered to report to the laundry
room, to launder incredible masses of convict clothing. And there they must stand
now in the heat and the steam for twelve hours a day. Some of the laundry is
already crawling with worms, while other clothing comes from the field hospitals and is
often stiff as a board with dried blood. But even this work has its little joys, such
as when they occasionally discover a shirt belonging to
a prisoner-of-war, labeled neatly inside: Private Meier... After a week even this
work must cease, since the water supply is cut off. That same night they hear wild
yelling outside in the streets, and despite some pistol fire things do not calm down
again. The following day
an odd-job man tells them that there have already been hunger revolts in the city,
since there is no more bread to be had in all of Warsaw.
During these days the quality of their rations quickly deteriorates. The first thing
to be lost is the soup, then there are no more potatoes either, and finally all they
still get is a kind of bean tea, a pale liquid with a few lone beans floating in
it. These are also the days that claim the lives of a few more elderly people; the
worsening rations virtually knocked them down, and one prisoner dies of
dysentery which also suddenly breaks out. By now it has been some fourteen days
that they have spent here; in the beginning it was bearable, but nobody will last
much longer under these conditions. Again the gnawing hunger makes its
appearance, as does the everlasting
thirst - no food is supplied to the prison, and the water mains are still
broken...
Just as they are about to lose the last of their hope, an incredible bombardment
begins. "That's the final phase!" cries Rausch enthusiastically. "Now we just have
to get through this, and then Warsaw will be in German hands!"
The old Siberian prisoner was quite correct. For two days thunder crashes all
around them, as though the earth were bursting and being reborn. Almost all the
window panes explode, and the thick walls vibrate more and more severely.
Occasionally one of the grenades also hits the prison, but once again the cellblock
in which all the ethnic Germans are imprisoned is
spared - not one of the thousands of detonations does any serious damage here.
Eventually everyone's eardrums ring to the point that they can no longer hear a
word anyone says; some show signs of losing their minds again, and one of them
begins to preach: "I am the Lord thy God, I shall deliver thee, so it is
written..."
All of a sudden the awesome bombardment ceases, and after one final infernal
crescendo dead silence falls. "Now they're overcome, now they're showing the
white flag!" the prisoners think. An agony of tension grips them
all - what will the next hour bring? But for several hours more, nothing at all
happens; then, late in the evening, their cell door is suddenly flung open, and a
Colonel stands at the
threshold, white-faced. "You are free," he says simply, "you can go..."
Who could possibly describe the reaction to these words? But Dr. Raapke soon
calls for common sense and urges
the over-eager ones to reconsider and stay until morning. So they spend one more
night in their cells and are properly discharged in the morning. Meanwhile, Reverend
Dietrich reports to the army headquarters and returns around noon with a Major
who is to guide the deportees through the Polish front line. And so they finally
march out through the devastated city of Warsaw. All the streets are full of piles
of rubble, and some houses look as though they had been blasted from the inside,
with only the outside walls left standing. Occasionally they
see half-eaten horse cadavers, torn-down streetcar cables above them, and in the
old battery positions lie heaps of corpses. Around four o'clock in the afternoon
they near the front line at Mokotow; dozens
of burned-out tanks lie scattered throughout the surrounding area, and between
them, entire rows of battery teams. In the middle of the battlefield they are
instructed to wait, while Reverend Dietrich and the Major go on ahead to the German
front line.
An hour passes - three hours pass - darkness falls. The deportees crowd together
like a herd of sheep, the women in the center. The night grows freezing cold for
them in their thin shirtsleeves. The moon rises in silent brightness, and in its light
they can see hundreds of returning Polish refugees who were evidently turned
back at the front. Since they are huddled on top of a hill, they can see far across
the Polish countryside: its sad beauty extends sweepingly to the horizon, broken
only occasionally by a pale white birch. In the distance, fog descends quietly over
a village, its wretched wooden huts sit on the ground as though cowering timidly
in the lap of Mother
Earth - but one and the same night sky arches over the watchers as over this
village, home to the same yellow moon on its silent passage, and the same stars
twinkle on its blackness like silver tears.
Finally, around midnight, the minister returns, everything has been arranged, and
now they can start on their final journey. With every hundred meters they put
behind them, the battlefield becomes more gruesome. Dozens of white horse
cadavers lie everywhere, toppled cannons with gaping muzzles between them,
and on top of some of these, overturned gun carriers whose loads of grenades are
spilled all around. Stubby chimney remnants are all that remains of the houses
that once stood here. Countless burned trucks fill their yards, and the entire area
is permeated by such a ghastly smell of decomposition that many women moan
softly at the sight of this dreadful scene of destruction.
"Woina na woina!" says the Major who guides the deportees' passage, and shrugs
tiredly. "C'est la guerre!" the French would
say - "That's war!" Yes, it was - this was war, exactly as they saw it here, to their
horror, on their
last night-time march to freedom... But this sight not only fills them with
dismay, it also announces to them the overwhelming victory, the devastating German victory
over Poland to an extent which they had not dared hope for in their wildest
dreams.
Finally, as they approach a village, the vanguard sees a troop of
soldiers - aren't those German soldiers? And suddenly all sense of marching order
is forgotten, the rows spontaneously disband, the entire column breaks into a
run...
And then the first of them stand before the soldiers, look at them with staring
eyes: the gray uniforms, the brown leathers, the old steel helmets! And a few
young girls... throw themselves into the soldiers'
arms - break into such unrestrained sobbing... as though they could never stop
again.
When Reverend Dietrich took the first head count, he found that one out of every five
prisoners in his column had lost their lives on these Polish roads. In and of itself
that was not a huge number, but hadn't there been countless other such deportation columns,
being similarly herded through the country? And didn't each and every one of
them lose hundreds of members, after thousands had already been killed in the
cities before? Hadn't the Poles even shot thousands of German soldiers in their
army, even though they had always loyally done their duty? Weren't farmers
killed behind their plows, mothers while nursing their infants, even children at
play?
The fate of a few was discovered. The fate of tens of thousands will never be
known. In countless places the vast expanses of this country had become a
German
graveyard - and Poland's roads are lined for all time by its invisible crosses...
Representatives of the foreign press
convince themselves first-hand of the Polish atrocities committed against the ethnic
Germans. Background left: Mr. Oechsner of the United Press.
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Death in Poland
The Fate of the Ethnic Germans
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